Mahmoud Darwish // Fyodor Dostoevsky

i wish there were more than 24 hours in a day and beverages were $1 and growing up didn’t hurt so much

they should make it easier

what?

Everything. All of it

T.S. Eliot, The Wasteland.

need to be on a beach somewhere

Old Streets at Night

The Night Watchman, Karl Martin August Splittgerber // Moonlit Italian Street, Ivan Avgustovich Veltz (1908)

North Carolina // Peter Stout

“If someday the moon calls you by your name don’t be surprised, because every night I tell her about you.”

— Shahrazad al-Khalij

need a cup of coffee. an excellent therapist, some wiser older human to cry to. a poem that’ll have my neck between its teeth, a million dollars, to go somewhere far. to retreat, to overcome my fear of trying and of facing a blank page. etc, etc

dress for the vampire gaze

also, the vampire gays